Friday, December 10, 2010

Strawberry-No-Jam 014

December 5, 2010
Jollibee NHA Kauswagan,
Cagayan de Oro City
1245 Hrs

Dear Jam,

I am merely waiting for my ride to HOLCIM which I had hoped to be here by now since were were asked to be here at 13ooHrs. My body clock is behaving like an American again like my call center days and here I am with my seemingly unrelenting thirst to want for punctuality from others, more so from myself. It's 1245Hrs, shouldn't anyone else be here yet?

This should be the first of many a-coming opprtunities when you and I need to be apart. I now understand Daddy; how there is a part of him that wants to go away from us for want to be with himself and then half that wants to stay with us for want to be the father and lover that is himself. I knew that fleeting feeling of arguing emotions when I was packing up last night. I won't be back until early Tuesday morning so it's going to be a couple of days before we see each other again.

You have to understand that we have to do this sometimes. I just tend to go haywire emtoionally when I get locked up and grounded for too long. It's the same thing with Dadddy but don't worry, I won't take as long as he does. I'll be back very soon, missing you more than you could ever think.

With all my love,
Mommy

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