TO: The ANGEL in my Womb
I've told God, I've told your Daddy and now I'm finally telling you how stressed out I am at this point.
Earlier today, your Ate Josel threatened to leave because our father was posing to grab attention as he always does. Sadly, it was targeted at Ate Josel and feeling that it was enough harassment, she burst into tears and confessed that she wanted to go home for good. I panicked. It was a minute matter but it has blown out of proportion and I feel like I've just had about enough.
I knew it;s not good to be too happy - I just had that nagging feeling last night when your Ninang and I were laughing our heads off. We were talking about all thing laughable; about the most embarrassing moments in our lives. It just had to happen today. It's like a backlash you know? You laugh too hard, expect to cry the following day or at be a recipient of a bad news. It just had to happen today, in this situation I am in!
I'm stressed because your Ate Josel, though everything has pacified, was joking around that she really was intent to go home. She was rearranging her stuff and it looked to me like she was packing. I finally said to myself, if that was what she really wanted, I can't do anything more. Well, we just have to let her go. I'm stressed because despite drowsiness, I fought it off just so I can keep watch outside should another scene between her and Paddy unfolds. There, he just came out of the toilet and bath making unnecessarily annoying sounds as if they were nondescript comments.
FROM: Your-Mommy-in-Waiting
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