Thursday, October 21, 2010

Before Being: October 13, 2008 (2:35 AM)

TO: The ANGEL in my Womb

My sincerest apology for the brief hiatus from writing. The overwhelming feeling of knowing that the life stirring in my womb has a definite gender has yet settled. You will forgive me one day for being disappointed that you are not a boy. I was foolish to believe in that psychic, his prophesy had me determined that you were indeed a boy. Let me explain further that my disappointment does not lie entirely on the revelation of your gender but which proves the psychic wrong but on the mere realization that he is only human and whatever reading he rendered on me may just be as flawed. He happens to be a friend and that makes it even worse as I think if I should trust him either as a friend or a psychic. He told me to wait until nine months as yet the date of our first scheduled ultrasound was too early to settle on.

I finally accepted your Daddy's thought to not expect on whatever gender you may be but of your health as the utmost importance is wise enough - and that is enough for me. I must say that your Mamilou, Mamala, and Auntilou Ching will all be thrilled to know that they will have a doll to dress-up. Especially Mamala who has always like to have a baby girl. Oh what a pampered life you'll lead although I hope, as I mean not to spoil you - may you be level-headed; understanding and loving. As your Daddy and I love you.

FROM: Your-Mommy-in-Waiting

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